Irreversible

:-(-: 

We humans are happily SELFISH creatures.

Nothing stops us.

We do bad things all the time. 

Mistakes. Faux pas. Bad decisions. Love. Mokkai. Words. Engineering. Supporting Arsenal/Chelsea FC. Appataker-ness. Fantasy team selection.

We are wicked.

We do the unthinkable. :-(-:

We do it first in our mind itself!

At times, we do hope that we could finally hit that elusive, yet promising, Kemmar Roach-will-turn-white-someday level imaginary "Rewind" button in life.

We just don't want things going wrong. 
Any fair chance algorithm logic would point out that, the one thing we don't take into account is we don't want the rest of the world to go back along with us.

We want it to happen to us.

We wish we alone could go back a few minutes/hours/days and get it right this time. 

We are confident now.

We are hopeful we wont go wrong.

We ooze determination.

But,

Reality strikes us down.

All the time,

Why the vaaiika-thagararu between Reality and human beings?

We don't relish the prospect of facing reality??

Reality sucks???

:-(-:

P.S - Now that your done, for a different perspective read the article bottom-up (Sentence line wise with punctuation) 

College - Review :-)

Assuming that I ll pass the rest of the subjects and Sai(lazy fellow!) will finally complete the hashing module of our project, here goes my list on 4 years at TCE. :) 


(For a better experience to be read point wise correspondingly on both sides. :) )

I loved/ I ll miss The Terror Gang :D Lemon juice plus bourbon biscuit at Satellite canteen for lunch Chola pooris at main canteen. Mahendran sir P6 classes with Pooja, Nivas, Swami and Arch. Skanda single handedly teaching Basic Mechanical Engg. to 15 + friends. Egg puffs/Sarbath at Outside Canteen Sleeping under the sun and arriving at college, with Nivas driving. Bunking afternoons to go to a dappa movie on 1st day. Coming late to college. Sleeping in pumphouse/classrooms/KS Audi/KM Audi/Open Audi... Ottifying Kambi Vishnu and Swaminathan. Sai's really loooong polambifyings.   The costly birthday parties Sourashtra sangee/Thirumalai Nayakar Jokes. The late night football matches at my place :)  Iniesta's goal against Chelsea. United's comeback against Spurs, Aston Villa. Almost every United match :) Supporting the Dutch in WC 10. British Bakery chicken sandwiches thrice a week.  Shriram Narayan's "I love you" story  All Gapo posts. Playing Fifa all night over Hamachi at times talking over the phone simultaneously. :)  Bike trip to Kodai. Early morning cycle ride at Kodai. :) Viswa's jokes 2/10. My miracle worker :) Playing football first year. Archu's chanceless chappathis. Surya's Fish curry.  Ottifying Sai along with Surya and Viswa. Ottifying Surya along with Sai, Viswa and anyone around. All the mid-day parties bunking classes. Partying at chithappa's,(Nirmal, final year student) Kutrallam patti and other places. The full three days of Ooty IV. Parts of Chennai IV. Manu vs Liverpool fights with Sowmy at Lab. Gossiping/ "talks" with Sarvesh. :) Kodaikanal trip with Nivas, Subadesh and the gang :) Vinnai thandi Varuvaya.  Ooty trip in Vicky's OC car. :D Hostel vs Dayscholar comedy fights. Sowmy and Booth's hypothetical love story. Kodai Bike trip with Nivas and his cousin plus cousin's friends. Every spare minute during the First seven semesters. Full night dance practice for Esperto and falling asleep while driving bike the next day.   Seiger and Glitzia. :) Staying up all night playing fifa and talking crap and finally avasara avasarama going to sleep on hearing Dad wake up for his morning walk. Organizing and celebrating all those midnight birthday parties :) Bismi dinners. Late night FSM Grilled Chicken. Ragging. Being ragged.  Concept of two internal exams on the same day. :) Late night Maggi by Viswa. IPL matches at Nivas's place. Fun in Chennai during the semester breaks.  NEN, Kriya Trip to PSG and the late night movies. Cognition @ Mepco. :) Winning Fifa 08 Tournament at SASTRA. Helping Ani on certain issues. Sleeping unwillingly at 4 am everyday. The typical tamil movie "college fight" with seniors. KP's short,precise and googled/wikipedia'd answers from chennai during internals. :D The awesomeness of 2010. FB fights with Grinder. Angry Grinder. :) Yay! The Quiz club. Gre classes. Oracle exams. :D All of Ramji's love stories. Rajkumar Goutham's dancing when he gets high. Class choreographer's breakup and FB fight. B Arch girls passing by on a dull day. Accompanying Viswa to Civil dept. a lot of days. All seniors. Arathie and her wonderful temple tales. :) Abi akka's treat.  Surya's Mahabharatham stories. MCG (Medical College Ground) Cricket matches. Chicken dinner bets with Ani and Sai. And everything that happened. :)

I hated You-know-who.  Satellite canteen moved into the pumphouse area. Fried rice at main canteen. First semester chemistry classes. Studying on my own. When Sarbath was stopped at Outside Canteen. Being awake at 8 and driving to college under the hot sun. Bunking afternoons to go to a dappa movie on 1st day when my attendance % was low. Coming late to college when my attendance % was low. Sleeping in bus and missing my stop. :( When Kambi/Swami didnt show up at pumphouse. Sai's over rated relationship. My costly birthday party. Driving bike with the person sitting behind you putting kadalai over the phone in Sourashtra. The rare United defeats. Chelsea winning the EPL last year. Chelsea winning anything. Spain winning the finals at WC 10. British Bakery cook for reducing the usually over flowing fillings in the chicken sandwich. Sai's "Sothapals of a Somberi" (except the chapters on friends.) Except the technical ones. Playing fifa only with Arsenal or Aston Villa due to poor BW. Driving bike to Kodai. When the cycle ride ended. Viswa's Mokkais 8/10. All things that happened before the Miracle. Going home after playing football. Archu's bitter gourd side dish. Surya's every other lunch dish. Ottifying Sai along with Surya and Viswa even when he gets angry. Spartan jokes about Surya, which were still funny ofcourse. :) Going home after the mid-day parties. Not knowing to swim in wells. All the hype over FOSS. (What was wrong with Piracy?) Parts of Chennai IV.   Manu vs Chelsea fights with Chezhian. Illogical. When no gossiping/ "talks" is going on.  The Prahaar penultimate round in 2nd year I qualified but couldn't make it as a result of being smuggled on that Kodai trip. The Prahaar third round in 3rd year I qualified but couldn't make it as a result of tat movie. A lot of things I did . But had no choice. Hostel vs Dayscholar serious fights. I mean them getting all serious. :D  Machi at times. And Machi calling me machi all times.   When I had to be the responsible one during skit practices. Yuck! Final Sem. free time.   My dance onstage at Esperto. (Still destroying evidences of it.) The names Seiger and Glitzia. (Why does every college contest have to be named after a Greek/Roman God? or use combinations like ****h**ia or ***z**ia?)  Feeling sleepy the whole next day.  The good, the bad and the Sai Santhosh.  Bismi Location.  Suguna Grill Chicken.  The Enquiry session next day.  Morning semester exams.  Him eating that Maggi! @^%!%^  No one never found out that IPL was match fixed.  Project Reviews.  Clean sheets at Festember and Kriya Lit events.  Nivas's snoring at sleepovers.  Never receiving the cash prize I was entitled to for winning the Fifa 08 Tournament at SASTRA. Awkward silences with anyone.  Waking up at 2 pm next day.  The konjam-kuda-enaku-sambandhame-illatha fight with mechanical friends.  No signal/ KP's messages getting delivered late during internals.  The Worstu year of 2009.  Grinder's Mokkais.  Me not contributing to the Quiz club.  Gre Exam.  Oracle classes.  K's one side love story.  Getting Rajkumar Goutham home after he gets high. (Paduthi Eduthiduvan!) Class choreographer.  B Arch girls passing by with B Arch boys on any day.   Accompanying Viswa to Civil dept. twice on the same day. Except well the ones that threatened me. :D Surya and his narcissistic photos on the final day. Placement preparation. Surya's Sai Stories.  Early morning MCG Cricket matches.   Losing Chicken dinner bets to Ani and Sai.  And everything on the left side that has to end now. :(